Brintellix 10 mg
Klonopin 1 mg
Naltrexone 50 mg
I hate how I feel. I hate that I don’t have the motivation to do anything at all. I can’t get myself to move. It’s so freaking hard. I just want to curl up under my covers and be done with it all. I’m amazed when I can get the motivation to take a shower and I hate not taking showers.
I feel like a potato. I don’t know how else to describe it. My depression isn’t horrible. I’ve been lower but I don’t know if I’ve ever felt this horrible lack of motivation. I can’t do anything. I can’t get myself to go anywhere. I can’t motivate myself to do anything. It’s so frustrating.
I don’t want to live my life like this. I can’t stand it.