Brintellix 10 mg
Klonopin 1 mg
Naltrexone 10 mg
Vacation started today. Vacations are so hard for me. I need to be at work. I need to keep busy with things that I have to do. I don’t do well with unstructured time. My depression really takes over. I have anxiety just thinking about an entire week of unstructured time.
The snow and bad weather is really starting to get to me. It feels like I’m never going to feel the sun. It’s painful. I need to feel good and I don’t know how. I wish I could feel happiness again. I miss that feeling.
No motivation to do anything. I’m tired of being tired.