It’s only Wednesday. I know I should look forward to time off from work and that I need time off occasionally. I tried to find someone to do something with this week it just didn’t work. This is what heppens when you are at an age when all of you friends are married or have boyfriends/girlfriends. I don’t have any single friends so there isn’t someone who needs someone to hang out with.
I struggle with my depression the most when I’m alone. I feel shut down right now.
Someone told me that depression is just a state of mind. That I need to shake it off and stop being so negative. I’m sorry but what an asshole. Does he think that I choose to be unhappy? I would love to feel good, it’s like saying being gay is a choice. Neither of which is true. Who would choose to feel this way? It’s amazing that someone thinks they know better than medical doctors.