So I know I can’t afford it but I needed a pick me up so I got a new tattoo. It’s one I’ve wanted to get for years. I knew I wanted a fish skeleton but I never found exactly what I wanted. I finally went on the internet and printed a bunch of different pictures out then I drew what I liked from each one and made my design.
I’m happy with it. I’m sure there’s definately some self harm involved in getting piercings and tattoos for me. I’ve been battling wanting to cut for three weeks so I got the tattoo instead. Ironically it doesn’t work the same as when I cut. Probably something to do with controlling my own harm.
Now I need to decide what my next one is and where I want to put it. I do know a couple piercings I want so those will probably be next.