I have two special needs boys. Their special needs are behavioral. I love my kids but there are so many days where the struggle is so difficult. It wears me out, makes me tired and adds to my depression. The little voice starts telling me what a crappy parent I am and I believe it. I wish I had the patience to help them instead of just getting frustrated but there’s nothing I can do. I’ve been trying to find a support group in my area for any of the issues I deal with but none of them work. They are either a day I can’t go, a time that doesn’t work or I’ve gone and I don’t fit in.