I was feeling good today, I really was.
I saw a picture on Facebook of people I know celebrating a birthday. I wasn’t invited. I get that I’m probably not close enough to be thought about for that kind of thing but it hurts just the same. I try so hard to get involved with people. I’m just not good at getting close to people. I know it’s my issue. I don’t know how to get close to people. Sitting home for entire weekends without company.
I try so hard. It hurts just the same.