Trying again

The stress ended up with me in the emergency room having chest pains. I was worried that I was having a heart attack. Had a borderline EKG, they admitted me. Ended up having an echocardiogrm and a stress test. The good news is they all came back negative.

I saw my psychiatrist afterwards. We decided to try adding 7.5 mg of Remeron back in. I had to stop Remeron before because it caused horrible carb cravings but it worked. I felt so good when I was on it, I felt like I could do anything. I was so happy. Gaining 24 pounds in 3 months killed me though. I’ve had a weight problem for so long I can’t stand the idea of gaining anymore weight.

My ex is killing me. The stress is from trying to stand up and not get pushed around. Obvously this is not working.

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