I wish I could hold onto good feelings. I had a really good day on Friday and Saturday. Yesterday I couldn’t do anything. I was overwhelmed and sat in my chair almost all day. I felt so down. What a waste.
I don’t see my therapist again for two weeks, but I’ll be seeing my Psychiatrist on Thursday. We’ve tried so many medications. I’m so sensitive to medications that I end up having unacceptable side effects and have to stop taking them. I had given up and haven’t tried anything new in months. I’m going to ask if there is anything else we can try. I don’t want to feel this way anymore.
I had started Klonopin to help with the insomnia that the different meds caused. I wish I had never started it. I can’t get off of it. Every time I try to taper down I end up with withdrawal symptoms. I hate it.
I am taking Wellbutrin but I’m not sure why. It doesn’t help.